haiz, ard 2 more weeks to end of july. which is the due date for all the assignment/projects. suppose to hand in CRS later in the day. but nothing inspires to start doing. my teammates are asleep soundly now. i tried to start. but duno how to.
i seriously think i gona flung my poly studies. so many things to catch up on so many modules. this time realli gona die. how am i gonna survive? in sec sch, there are always ppl ard me to motivate me. my sec sch classmates and teachers. year 1 poly also have people to motivate me. at least they are not as slack as me. seeing them so hardworking i olso have to study abit la at that time. but now year 2 le. stuck in a class with all boys. and most of them are as slack as me, or even worse. i shldnt mention the names. nothing motivates me to study, nothing inspires me to be hardworking. wad to do ? wad to do ?
i noe if i dun start to pull up my socks now i seriously gona flung everything in my exams. which is like ard 1 mth + only. siao liao la. wanted to find some help. but dun wana bother my hardworking friends olso. they olso chionging assignments.
i think i'm a freaking useless guy. play game and studies both like shit. first round of WCG, dota and CS kena knocked out liao. dota i play almost everyday somemore. i really feel like breaking down. if i really gona start to be hardworking now, i will have to ask alot alot alot alot questions that i duno for most of the modules. i dun wana ask becoz i think anyone kena asked by me will get irritated to death. coz really there is too many things to ask already. studies fail games fail girls olso dun dare to jio. wad's next ?
~~waiting for my doomsday.
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Davien Soh
22.11.88
Simple
Hates to waste time
Dont like being unrealistic
Super hate ppl that waste my time too
Likes being direct and ppl being direct